You don't know what I have to endure...

I just read twitter about my junior who are his "fans". Actually she a bit close to me. She even ever talked to me about her feelings for him. But when she found out about his feelings for me, she just looks like his "fans" who are my friend since grade school (and currently my classmate too). It seems like she hate me and talk about me in my back.

It is him that have feelings for me! I even haven't know my own feelings for him! Why I'm the one who have to endure all the push from his fans?! It isn't fair! TTATT