Well, happy birthday to me!
Gaterasa angka dua nya dah dobel...
Well entah kenapa tahun ini aku merasa dah 22 dr sebelum ultah pun...
A dear friend once said, "Birthday is awkward"
I cannot agree more than that...
Setiap tahun... I think starting in my teen days I always have high expectation on my birthday... always excited what would happen? Will people remember? Will I get much 'selamat ulang tahun'? How many gift I would get? Will anyone surprise me?
But this year I think aku bisa lebih legowo... somehow not getting much ucapan not upset me that much... not many people I met today not upset me too much... I think I started to learn how to enjoy my own special day...
But... bohong kalau bilang aku dah sepenuhnya seperti itu... aku masih ada ekspektasi walaupun gak se membara dulu atau bahkan tahun lalu...
Aku sampai berusaha meyakinkan diriku kalo birthday itu biasa aja, nothing special, gak usah diinget2...
Maybe I'm scared of what will happen on my birthday...
I just don't wanna cry on my birthday anymore...
Even if I must cry I just hope it will be happy tears... a sincere one...
But in the end I still get the tears... a night before... because of some lack of communication... misunderstanding... maybe?
But oh well, even if with a still unsure heart, todays goes well...
Promo hunting, dan goals ku kek liat video mapping, bikin Turkish delight, sama ketemu temen2 lain sebisanya alhamdulillah puji syukur bisa kelakon... (kecuali promo yamie panda, hiks)
Today bisa ke merapi park (unexpected plan)... agak takut sebenarnya kesini... karena ini tempat foto2... dan jujur aku masih agak gak pede dulu kalau harus foto2... I'll just look fat... well it happen sih... but in the end iya... I look fat... but it's a nice place...
Terus sempat ke Dae Jang Geum... dah lama penasaran... akhirnya bisa kesini... dapet promo... tapi ternayta gak sesuai cerita... rasa antara mash berusaha mempertahankan rasa otentik tapi ada beberapa poin yg menunjukkan itu berusaha disesuaikan sm lidah Indo... well... cukup tau aja...
Oh iya, sempet ke Kang Cepot juga... siomay tenggiri murni bikin pengen reaksi kek di shokugeki no souma... wkwk
Terus sempat ke Sushi tei juga setelah sekitar 6 tahun... mungkin gak kesana...? Ambil birthday promo juga~ dan... subhanallah enak banget... no regret!
Dan yg pasti I'm glad akhirnya bisa jalan sm Dhana despite apa yg terjadi malemnya... dan bonus revealed new skill pencari uban pro... wkwk
Abis itu pulang bentar langsung diajak pergi lagi makan ke hanbingo sm mba Van, Icha, sama Anggun... terus lanjut Malioboro nonton video mapping yg aku dah lama penasaran...
In the end of the day... I just hope aku banyak belajar dan bisa makin bijak dan desawa lagi di umur yg makin bertambah ini... bisa makin banyak nolong orang yg membutuhkan... bisa nonton bangtan sma beli albumnya dll... lancar skripsinya... dan menemukan jawaban2 dari pertanyaan2ku saat ini...
Walau masih kek ada yg ganjel di hati ini... I can say this day goes well... and I'm very grateful...
Thanks God... Alhamdulillah....
Before the day ends, happy birthday to me! :-)
Gaterasa angka dua nya dah dobel...
Well entah kenapa tahun ini aku merasa dah 22 dr sebelum ultah pun...
A dear friend once said, "Birthday is awkward"
I cannot agree more than that...
Setiap tahun... I think starting in my teen days I always have high expectation on my birthday... always excited what would happen? Will people remember? Will I get much 'selamat ulang tahun'? How many gift I would get? Will anyone surprise me?
But this year I think aku bisa lebih legowo... somehow not getting much ucapan not upset me that much... not many people I met today not upset me too much... I think I started to learn how to enjoy my own special day...
But... bohong kalau bilang aku dah sepenuhnya seperti itu... aku masih ada ekspektasi walaupun gak se membara dulu atau bahkan tahun lalu...
Aku sampai berusaha meyakinkan diriku kalo birthday itu biasa aja, nothing special, gak usah diinget2...
Maybe I'm scared of what will happen on my birthday...
I just don't wanna cry on my birthday anymore...
Even if I must cry I just hope it will be happy tears... a sincere one...
But in the end I still get the tears... a night before... because of some lack of communication... misunderstanding... maybe?
But oh well, even if with a still unsure heart, todays goes well...
Promo hunting, dan goals ku kek liat video mapping, bikin Turkish delight, sama ketemu temen2 lain sebisanya alhamdulillah puji syukur bisa kelakon... (kecuali promo yamie panda, hiks)
Today bisa ke merapi park (unexpected plan)... agak takut sebenarnya kesini... karena ini tempat foto2... dan jujur aku masih agak gak pede dulu kalau harus foto2... I'll just look fat... well it happen sih... but in the end iya... I look fat... but it's a nice place...
Terus sempat ke Dae Jang Geum... dah lama penasaran... akhirnya bisa kesini... dapet promo... tapi ternayta gak sesuai cerita... rasa antara mash berusaha mempertahankan rasa otentik tapi ada beberapa poin yg menunjukkan itu berusaha disesuaikan sm lidah Indo... well... cukup tau aja...
Oh iya, sempet ke Kang Cepot juga... siomay tenggiri murni bikin pengen reaksi kek di shokugeki no souma... wkwk
Terus sempat ke Sushi tei juga setelah sekitar 6 tahun... mungkin gak kesana...? Ambil birthday promo juga~ dan... subhanallah enak banget... no regret!
Dan yg pasti I'm glad akhirnya bisa jalan sm Dhana despite apa yg terjadi malemnya... dan bonus revealed new skill pencari uban pro... wkwk
Abis itu pulang bentar langsung diajak pergi lagi makan ke hanbingo sm mba Van, Icha, sama Anggun... terus lanjut Malioboro nonton video mapping yg aku dah lama penasaran...
In the end of the day... I just hope aku banyak belajar dan bisa makin bijak dan desawa lagi di umur yg makin bertambah ini... bisa makin banyak nolong orang yg membutuhkan... bisa nonton bangtan sma beli albumnya dll... lancar skripsinya... dan menemukan jawaban2 dari pertanyaan2ku saat ini...
Walau masih kek ada yg ganjel di hati ini... I can say this day goes well... and I'm very grateful...
Thanks God... Alhamdulillah....
Before the day ends, happy birthday to me! :-)
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